CHICKENFVCKS!!!

it's conrirmed, I HAVE CHICKEN POX!!
urrrrrrrrrggggggggghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!
i just hope these will not make any serious scars..
if i'll be send to hospital, i'll not be able to write anything on my blog ok?

*i hate this life*

EEEHHHH MEEHH GEEEHHHDD!!!!!!!!!

(use umbrellas this summer.. and it should be pink ok? xD)

OHH SHOOT!!!
I'm not able to write any blog yesterday because of tons of work to do..
i wanna say a lot, a lot that i don't know where I'll start..
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yesterday was as simple as those past few days in my life, but there is just a thing that made that day EXTRA ORDINARY..
while i was on lrt waiting to arrive at pureza station, i noticed something irritating at my hand..
there's a lil dot in my right hand, just like of a bulutong.
i just saw one so i didn't gave much attention to it.. but when I'm about to go home, i noticed that there were some of those bulutong-like rushes in my arms.. i was alarmed!
well it's not like a typhical chicken pox rushes that you can see on kiddos cause it is just tiny compare to a real chicken pox, but im afraid that it is!
so i showed ate (whick is a nurse) my rushes and she said that if it is a chicken pox, i should have fever first before i got the rushes.
when she said that, i saw light of hope whispering that this is not a chicken pox..
but right this morning, when i woke up, they all multiplied!
i got it at my back, my tummy and on my legs!
oh i so hate it! i mean i have so so many plans for summer, but it'll be ruin because of this chicken fncks!!
and i need to go to class! it's our final week!
i'll just ask nanay to come with me to the hospital this weekend to check out what are this rushes i have..

ANOTHER PROBLEM: our annual book on my high school was done!
i should be happy right? but NO! my picture ther was a big NO NO!
im so ugly there! i mean im not beautiful, but when you saw my pic there, i bet you'll laugh!
i was then about to laugh when sir viñas (photographer) got the picture..
i hate him! he didnt een told me that i was not looking good there! oh not looking good, not looking NORMAL!
my nose there were big (because im about to laugh)..
you can see into my face that i was trying not to laugh, and that made the picture a major embarassment!
for sure my schoolmates will tease me if they saw that.. and i will be again a clown for them..
uurrrggghhhh!!!!! i hate it! i hate this day! i hate this life!!
i think im having my bad karma because of my dirty deeds i did before..
just like on our exam..
i studied a lil, but come on, over 100 items, i only got 27! what the heck?!
but i didnt study hard and i still got 1.0 on our graded recitation there.. not that bad..

good thing i have my carlo..
he's making my life complete..

oh i just wish i'll pass this trials in my life..

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NONSENSE SPECULATION

ANOTHER DAY=ANOTHER BLOG

well, this day is not so important.. i mean there's no biggie thing happened..
actually, i hate this kind of day.. so dull..
I'm so bored that i don't know what to do..
i wanna do something to ease my boredom, but when i am about to do a thing, my boredom and laziness combined resulting to not doing' anything.. urrrgghh!!! i wish i was just busy..

I'm here in front of the PC, surfing and browsing and looking for stuffs.. i used to do this thing like always? and I'm so tired of it! i want to do something new.. something that will worth time..

i dont know.. maybe im just not in the mood.. God it's so hot!!!
i like summer yes because its the time of the year that people are all excited about.. bye to schools and hello to beaches.. bye to uniforms and hello to trendy swim suits. bye to black tops and hello to colorful comfy clothes.. there is just only one thing i hate about summer.. ITS SO DAMN HOT!!
so hot that even you wear sleeveless and you drink a lot of water with so much ice but still you can feel a drop of sweat running down on your neck.. DARN IT!
i wish i was doing something so that my focus is not on the temp. .

i want to make this summer different.. i want to find a SUMMER JOB..
i don't wanna be pain in my parents' butt financially..
i want to feel that independent feeling of using my own money..
but the big problem is HOW?
i mean how can i find a summer job if those who have abilities of having a job don't because of the huge crisis?
oh, whatev..
let's just see what will be the next scene..


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THE BEGGINING..

hello everyone! well this is the first time i'll post something here.. im just a newbie here.. i just have much energy to type and share everything i want to share and say everything i wannna say..
this day, is just an ordinary day for me.. no special events, no special happening.. just plain SIMPLE.. but there is just one thing that made this day kinda different from the other days.
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i cried this day, just because of watching tv! hahaha!
well im not that really surprise about my reactions on just watching something touching.. im just iyakin..
i simply cry with touching moments i see, like what i see on tv, on a movie, on what i read on the book or on the touching story of my friend..
well to make this short, i cried when i watched EAT BULAGA and their tribute for Francis Magalona..
well, i am really not a fan of him, but i can feel his lost.. he is a really big thing in our country and he did so much things for the one he loves..
i dont know him in person and i dont had any moment with him but i can feel and i can see trough the people around him that he has a big heart..
he made a big contribution to the philippine music and to the art..
i just saw his blog on multiply and i saw his phorography.. simple yet fantastic shots..
this may sound corny but im serious.. im really sad about his death,,
i will pray for him and i'll never ever forget him..
well i edited that pic on the top (↑) accidentally.. when im watching eat bulaga, i just realized i had a pic with 3 stars and a sun..
thats my way of salude for the king of rapper , FRANCIS M..

(do i sound corny? well i really dont know why i speak like that now.. he just really got into me..)

and you'll know more about me when i post my next blogs on the comming days.. :)