The guy behind my love posts.

Ever felt loving someone consistently? That no matter how long you've been together, the way you loved him three years ago never changed.

I'm lucky to love like that.

I love him no matter what and that will never change.

SM North Edsa.

Photo taken with my Samsung Star mobile.

Yesterday (January 22, 2011) was the first time in my 19 years of living that I visited SM North Esda. I sound so uncool right? Well I'm just not a type of person who loves traveling in far places. I'm satisfied with malls near us, like Sta Lucia East Grand Mall, Robinsons Metro East, Gateway, SM Mega Mall, Robinsons Galleria, SM Centerpoint and more.

So yeah, being this so baduy girl, my friends felt pity for me. Michelle, Grace and Leah went there with me and they became my tour guides.

To be honest, I love the place! I love everything that I was in the mood to have a couple of drinks and hang out with my friends there. But because it's not wise to do that cause we didn't have much money (and we're all planning to save money big time for the gadgets we saw), we decided not to. We're planning of going there again when we have time and of course, when we have lots of money.

I really enjoyed everything, and I was so lucky that the first time I went there, I saw Toni Gonzaga. I'm not a totally fan of her but I loooove her. Her beauty, humor and stuffs. Ugh! /drools

And oh! I saw my type of camera. Not a DSLR, but cost expensive. It's Nikon Coolpix p100.

Photo taken with my Samsung Star mobile.

The guy there said it cost 26Kphp, but when I look for it's price online, it's 300$ (13,500php). If I have 15Kphp, I'll look for one even if it's not brand new. I'll try to have a gadget with my own and without my parent's help. I'm so much inspired in saving. No more two viand and extra rice every lunch at school. LOL

In consideration, I'll gonna tour them in return to SM Mall of Asia the week after next (because these three never saw SM MOA IRL. That's my time for revenge and I'll call them baduy. LOL).

Photography...

Did you know that I'm a frustrated photographer? And even if there are lots of good photographers out there, I still want to continue photography. Although I'm not pro and I don't even have a pro's camera, I still have some photos that I consider as work of art.

Taken by a 7.1MP Nikon cam.

Taken by a 7.1MP Nikon cam.

Taken by a 7.1MP Nikon cam.

Taken by a 7.1MP Nikon cam.

Taken by a 7.1MP Nikon cam.

Taken by 5MP HP cam.

Taken by 5MP HP cam

Taken by 5MP HP cam

I believe that even if you don't have those fancy and expensive cameras that other people use, you can still have nice shots as long as you have the talent and the creativity. Even if you just have a simple 3MP digicam with good scenes, you can have photos that some DSLR owners don't have (because some just don't know how to capture images nice and some just want to have one just to be said that they're photogs, but honestly they're not). Although to be honest, DSLR and other expensive cams are nice to take picture with because the camera itself captures good photos, but if you really don't see the world as beautiful as it is, you can never took a beautiful picture. DSLR's are like beautiful pens. No matter how beautiful that pen is, if your penmanship is ugly and you have no interest in writing, the beauty of the pen is useless.

I'll never stop taking pictures as long as there are some who believe I have a tiny talent in it. I just have to be patient and save money to buy a new cam, and I'll be back to business. I don't care if I become famous or what, I just want to take good pictures and that makes me happy.

This blog will witness my love for photography once I bought a new cam (because my old cam is broken). I just have to be patient and save money, then I'll let everybody see the world the way I see it.

:)

BLOGGING.

I find myself not a productive blogger anymore (though I never knew if I've been productive in any way), and I think it sucks. I feel stupid and nonsense. Just realized that it doesn't look and sound good anymore.

Now, I decided to make this blog healthy updated and I'll try to be a good blogger here. I wanna post things that caught my interest, seriously.

Cebu..

One of the places that Philippines is very proud of, and one of the places I would love to go to. I had a chance, but if a thing is not destined for me at a certain period of time, I don't have a choice but to accept it even it feels like fuck. No problem though, there are lots of next chances for me to go there.

I know my priorities, and even I hate school as much as I hate my ex-brother, I need to choose it over anything luxurious. I still want to finish my school and want to have good work with good income. I want to prove that I'll have a good life to those who under estimate my abilities.

I can go there at Cebu anytime I want if I have my own money, and anywhere in the world. I'm too young and I don't need to rush things up. I just need to be patient, work harder then I'll travel around the world, eat a lot of food and be happy.

:)

Together Again.

Remember my previous post? Well if you forgot it (or you just don't give a damn), go read it first for you to understand more what I'm going to post now. I'll give you time.

K? You done? Good. So it goes something like this.

We're back in each other's arms just like a snap of the fingers. It's too fast that I didn't even noticed we're forgiving each other's slutness. Each of us set aside the thing we call pride and decided to stop the childish fight we had cause y'know, we're not young anymore.

It started with a text from me to her, asking her if she could make a project in a subject where we are in the same group. I texted her nicely cause I don't want dramas, I just want someone to help me with school works cause it's bringing out the fuck in me. So yeah, I texted her and he replied, saying she could. Of course, being nice (cause I'm not as evil as you think I am. I still have the good side dumbos) I thanked her.

Then she replied, saying sorry for anything that she did, and to be honest, I'm one teary eyed bitch that time. We said sorry to each other, and the end of dramas.

Now, whenever we see each other at school, we act like nothing happened, like we didn't fight at all.

Just like I promised, I'll never let her go and I'll never let this kind of shit happen again.

:)