Good Morning.

Awakened by the sound of my mother's voice. She's off to school for work, but then I realized that I need to go to school too for some school works so I asked her if I could have some money, she gave me some and she left.

I really don't have class every Tuesday, but I need to go to school now to attend a seminar and to meet my group-mates in a project that we need to finish in 8 days.

Ugh. I don't know why whenever I say/type school, I feel weary. Like there's a curse in that word that makes me feel tired just saying it.

I hate school, but I can't imagine myself living without it. Yeah I hate doing school stuffs, taking exams and listening to a boring 3-hour discussion by some lame professors, but I want to finish it. I want to finish my studies, find a stable job and live a wealthy life with my family.

I want to be rich. I want to give my future kids the things I want them to have, and the things they want. Just like I am now. We're not rich, but my parents give me things I want, as long as they could.

I can't wait to have my diploma this 2012.

Let's go back in time.

Yesteday (Feb. 10, 2011) was quite a good day for me. I had fun and at the same time did something productive with my friend Sai Pauline. We had a photoshoot that was really not planned. We didn't have a theme, equipments and all. I didn't have a pretty make up and our outfits were plain simple. It was just us and our creativity.

At this time, I became so proud of my friend. The photos she took really got my love. I love them that I want to print them out and post them all over the walls of my room.

And since we're in Intramuros, where everything look so vintage, my friend decided to name this unexpected photoshoot with LET'S GO BACK IN TIME.

(All photos taken by Sai Pauline)

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See Carlo carrying that huge backpack? A proof that this was not really planned. I just asked Carlo to wear something white because I want us to have match outfits whenever we can.

Sad thing, we didn't able to go to other places in Intramuros because I need to meet my classmates, that day supposed to be theirs alone. I just asked Sai if she wanted to go there with me and Carlo before my classmates came. I knew she's been dying to go there but there's no one she could go with.

I know I'm nothing and I just judge photos with my amateur eyes, but I must say that this photoshoot was a success.

I want to be in this field. Yeah I don't have a cam yet, but I want to have photoshoots and to post-process photos now because I think that's my specialty. I know that I can edit pictures. Well not that good, but I know I can. With more practice and at the time I get my own cam, I know someday I'll have shots that will be recognized not only by my friends, but by strangers. I want to do this until the time I get a stable job.

I want to have a photoshoot again, even if I'm the model, make up artist, stylist or just in charge of the concept. I want to have another photoshoot with Sai and at that time, I want it to be well planned that people will love our pictures.

:)

The guy behind my love posts.

Ever felt loving someone consistently? That no matter how long you've been together, the way you loved him three years ago never changed.

I'm lucky to love like that.

I love him no matter what and that will never change.

SM North Edsa.

Photo taken with my Samsung Star mobile.

Yesterday (January 22, 2011) was the first time in my 19 years of living that I visited SM North Esda. I sound so uncool right? Well I'm just not a type of person who loves traveling in far places. I'm satisfied with malls near us, like Sta Lucia East Grand Mall, Robinsons Metro East, Gateway, SM Mega Mall, Robinsons Galleria, SM Centerpoint and more.

So yeah, being this so baduy girl, my friends felt pity for me. Michelle, Grace and Leah went there with me and they became my tour guides.

To be honest, I love the place! I love everything that I was in the mood to have a couple of drinks and hang out with my friends there. But because it's not wise to do that cause we didn't have much money (and we're all planning to save money big time for the gadgets we saw), we decided not to. We're planning of going there again when we have time and of course, when we have lots of money.

I really enjoyed everything, and I was so lucky that the first time I went there, I saw Toni Gonzaga. I'm not a totally fan of her but I loooove her. Her beauty, humor and stuffs. Ugh! /drools

And oh! I saw my type of camera. Not a DSLR, but cost expensive. It's Nikon Coolpix p100.

Photo taken with my Samsung Star mobile.

The guy there said it cost 26Kphp, but when I look for it's price online, it's 300$ (13,500php). If I have 15Kphp, I'll look for one even if it's not brand new. I'll try to have a gadget with my own and without my parent's help. I'm so much inspired in saving. No more two viand and extra rice every lunch at school. LOL

In consideration, I'll gonna tour them in return to SM Mall of Asia the week after next (because these three never saw SM MOA IRL. That's my time for revenge and I'll call them baduy. LOL).

Photography...

Did you know that I'm a frustrated photographer? And even if there are lots of good photographers out there, I still want to continue photography. Although I'm not pro and I don't even have a pro's camera, I still have some photos that I consider as work of art.

Taken by a 7.1MP Nikon cam.

Taken by a 7.1MP Nikon cam.

Taken by a 7.1MP Nikon cam.

Taken by a 7.1MP Nikon cam.

Taken by a 7.1MP Nikon cam.

Taken by 5MP HP cam.

Taken by 5MP HP cam

Taken by 5MP HP cam

I believe that even if you don't have those fancy and expensive cameras that other people use, you can still have nice shots as long as you have the talent and the creativity. Even if you just have a simple 3MP digicam with good scenes, you can have photos that some DSLR owners don't have (because some just don't know how to capture images nice and some just want to have one just to be said that they're photogs, but honestly they're not). Although to be honest, DSLR and other expensive cams are nice to take picture with because the camera itself captures good photos, but if you really don't see the world as beautiful as it is, you can never took a beautiful picture. DSLR's are like beautiful pens. No matter how beautiful that pen is, if your penmanship is ugly and you have no interest in writing, the beauty of the pen is useless.

I'll never stop taking pictures as long as there are some who believe I have a tiny talent in it. I just have to be patient and save money to buy a new cam, and I'll be back to business. I don't care if I become famous or what, I just want to take good pictures and that makes me happy.

This blog will witness my love for photography once I bought a new cam (because my old cam is broken). I just have to be patient and save money, then I'll let everybody see the world the way I see it.

:)

BLOGGING.

I find myself not a productive blogger anymore (though I never knew if I've been productive in any way), and I think it sucks. I feel stupid and nonsense. Just realized that it doesn't look and sound good anymore.

Now, I decided to make this blog healthy updated and I'll try to be a good blogger here. I wanna post things that caught my interest, seriously.

Cebu..

One of the places that Philippines is very proud of, and one of the places I would love to go to. I had a chance, but if a thing is not destined for me at a certain period of time, I don't have a choice but to accept it even it feels like fuck. No problem though, there are lots of next chances for me to go there.

I know my priorities, and even I hate school as much as I hate my ex-brother, I need to choose it over anything luxurious. I still want to finish my school and want to have good work with good income. I want to prove that I'll have a good life to those who under estimate my abilities.

I can go there at Cebu anytime I want if I have my own money, and anywhere in the world. I'm too young and I don't need to rush things up. I just need to be patient, work harder then I'll travel around the world, eat a lot of food and be happy.

:)